Saturday, June 03, 2006
[ *.tHe. v0i.D*] ...i feel so empty now ... i never thought i'd ever feel this way ... i thought i could handle it ... but maybe not ... it's ok in the day ... when there is life happening all around me ... light ... makes it all better ... i thought i was brave ... but maybe not ... at least for now ... in the night ... it's not good at all ... the darkness and the fear ... i'm so scared ... but deep down inside ... i know ... God will take good care of them ... with His everlasting love ...
i'm feeling this void now ... but it'll be gone soon ... i know it will ... yup ... thank God He provided me with friends that care and yar ... if not ... goodness knows how sad i'll be ... but i know ... if i don't go through it now ... i'll still have to go through it in the future ... it's part of growing up ... yup ... so i'll just take this as a learning process ... and yar ... by right ... i should not even fear anything ... cos God is always with me ... so yar ...
hmmm ... nights are cold and long without them ... now i know i should cherish them and not take them for granted ... why do we always have to learn things the hard way ... i guess it's all part of this human nature in us ...
i wanna see stars now ... i like stars ... i think they're one of God's most beautiful creation ... yup ... they somehow bring me hope ... and peace ... that God ... is up there watching over us even when we do not know it or are so absorbed in our own lives that we forget about Him ... yup ...
hmmm ... waiting for the call ... hope it comes ... then i'll not worry ... or be scared ... yup ... butGod will keep them safe ... right ?
what doesn't kill you makes you a stronger person ... i'll be stronger after this ... i know i will ... yup ...
love ,
cheryn ...
posted at 6/03/2006 08:31:00 pm
